here i go again
28 July 1990
nanyang poly; health sciences
im fine, how are you?
another summer day
yesterday was a long but fulfilling day. i reached school at 8.40am to practise nursing lab skill, studied in the school library, went to gym for a 2.4km run with candy, meiyi and meena, went to statistic class and go back to study in the library again. i reached home at 8pm and found that one of my terrapin was gone. then i went to sleep at 9.30 but i got insomnia.
father said my terrapin wasnt moving for two days (but i saw it moving that morning and i even feed them), so he threw it into our hse rubbish bin. then mum empty the bin by throwing it into the garbage bin outside. I live at the 12th level...................!!! )_X im so sad i couldnt sleep while thinking about it.. im thinking if my terrapin was really dead or too afraid to move?
but im so sure that it must be dead by now, cause it must have dropped to death with all the smelly junks after mum emptied the bin. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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SORRY BEAUTY! ):
now i left handsome. today i scrub the container and use a toothbrush to scub handsome's shell. i want to give handsome a good, healthy and clean hse. i hope handsome never dies.
and rest in peace, beauty, im really sorry. )_:
what if i tell you that,
our life is really a dream.
would you sit and watch,
or would you live it through?
so i say
everything was a mystery,
everything was a cue,
but there will be no more histories
cause everything's anew
yes, everything's anew
i suddenly got inspired with these lyrics & its tune.
hopefully i can learn to play it on the piano oneday and become a song writer too!
wendy has big dreams too,
but no interest in piano. forget it. haha
anw, im kinda sad that i wasting my time here. i dunno exactly what i want to do now.
school's fine, projects are fine too, friends' fine, family's fine, money's fine, life's fine? i dunno man.i think im gonna miss celebrating christmas this year. and im so sick of doing nothing on saturdays.
anw, am looking forward to cruise trip with sisters this jan. but not to project presentations. guess im not going to cambodia too, how sad. cause sometimes you wanna do something but u cant cause u get pulled down. if u noe what i mean.
well, many a times, i guess majority (or is it i always see the minority?) of the singaporeans are real selfish peeps. i hope the kindness is not fake and it's for the right cause. oh and i just got to know that singapore is on the list for the 6th richest country in the world now.
have i grown? im able to see ppl more clearly nw. is it a good thing or not?
hmmp. but i cant seemed to accept what i've heard cause they're just so bad.. rahh, that's an issue. but hey me, i'll try to digest them. it's 'growing up' process. haha
the sky is majestic. nature is beautiful. the creator is all mighty.hello blog.. it's 11.27pm now and i feel so anemic, im tired.
the thought of 'working' depresses me.
been in pre-contemplation phase for a long time.. stepped up to contemplation phase and suffered a relapse again. i haven reach termination phase!
i noe what to look to, i open it, look at it, think about it. but i sigh and close it anw.
why am i like that.. damnit
做朋友可以非常容易，也可以非常的困难。朋友为什么不能互相信任？
朋友,您为什么没有安全感? 为什么必需如此认出我们的缺点?
朋友...
(edited on 3/11/09)
(pic you made!:D i realized you and me, we dun take pictures tgt??!!)
chulee, thanks for always thinking of me and asking how i am. although i haven seen u for like 1 year, you're still the best of my best friends. haha. i love to read into ur life and love to see ur blog. do you know? u are my star. i appreciate stars all because of you. whenever i look at the star, i see you. whenever i look at the star, i know u will see me. haha. im glad to know u, really so blessed. i remembered during camp at sss, we sat at the playground and u carried me on ur back. you told me ur secret and i told u mine. do u still remember? haha.. i felt so blessed because i can be ur best friend too(: i am so looking forward to next thursday!!!!! :D
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in the beginning.. HAHA!!)
zhishan, you are so tall, i am so short. u are so thin, i am not thin. you got long hair and i dun have. you are mature and im so childlike. you grow up in the east and i grow up in the west (though it's still s'pore) HAHA! anw what i meant is, we are so different.. but i guess we can understand each others well(: i still remember vividly how i got to know u too. lol. we hanged out tgt everyday, going to the same canteen everyday(: many a times, i find it awkward cause we always need to dig out topics to talk. but as time passes by, we got to know each others so much deeper and im loving it! haha(: once i dislike poly life too, because i thought everyone was selfish and ''action''. lol. but you were different. you showed me how u care and ur smile is always genuine(: i still remembered how u took care of me when im not feeling well, your funny and sweet smses, the reminder of this and that, supplying tissue everyday. hahaha! THANKS dear, you are so appreciated((: tell you what,you are one with a big big heart for people. and.. now i love the road to south canteen, talking naturally, i simply just love to see you and yuna everyday. haha! (:
(pic: now..)
haha yay(: and i really felt so good about the chat on tuesday.. thanks dear!(:
and flat